Since I officially have nobody to talk to about what's going on in my life I figured I'd post a blog about it. I'm hurting inside and I'm not sure how to make it any better. Basically, I fell in love almost 2 years ago thinking that the person was in love, also. Come to find out she's nothing but a lying, deceiving, manipulator. I don't understand how you can put so much into something and get so little back. When I tell you I put my everything into this female that's just an understatement. I gave her everything I had just to find out that none of it was good enough. I just wish I would have found out before I got this far into the relationship. I can't figure out for the life of me what I could have done to deserve this much heartbreak. But, I guess nobody ever can. My heart is in a million little tiny pieces and I don't know where to start to even pick them up. The only time I ever let somebody in out of fear of this happening is the time when everything blows up in my face. Sad thing is that since we were together I never messed with other people like she did so I'm sitting here with nobody to occupy my time. They say love will make you do crazy things but shit loneliness is just the same. I wish I could just wake up and forget about her. I wish I never met her. I hate that I love her. And I hate that I can't hate her.
bonjour.
you're a victim to the rules you live by.
intro.
madison.
nineteen.
homo.
mars.
single.
$$$ over bitches.
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nineteen.
homo.
mars.
single.
$$$ over bitches.
speak.
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outro.
one love.