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Monday, April 6, 2009
9:32 PM
cry

Somewhere along the line I forgot who we both are. I don't think either of us know where this is headed. I'm trapped in a dark haze of confusion. I look right, I look left but all I see is scary, mind-numbing, yet comforting darkness. I only know one thing for certain and that is that you aren't here. You led me to this place, halfway between my sanity and forever and left me here. I widen my eyes in search of a glimpse of life, a familiar face, a hand on my shoulder, a taste of my future but I see nothing but my own mist of self-doubt. Chills down my spine remind me of how empty this place is. I fall to my knees and cry until my years burn my face. There is nothing left to do but cry. Release every bit of the sanity I've been attempting to hold onto. Just cry until no more sound can leak from my mouth. Yes, so sweet.