100,000,000 days away from you won't make this ease up. I wonder every day what purpose you served in my life. Some people come in your life for a season and stay a while giving you a reason to take temporary and think that its forever. I don't understand what lesson I could have possibly learned from the havoc you're wreaked upon my life. I don't want everything I want from you. I don't need everything I need from you. Nothing is sacred in my life anymore. You've seen everything speck of my life in a way that's not fair to anyone. I want nothing less for you than happiness but I'm tired of sacrificing my happiness for yours. Since I can't live with you or without you then I guess I won't live regardless unless I get over you. What it comes down to is I'm through with the madness. The people I've trusted let me down and who's to blame? Life is a cruel combonation of ups, downs, hurt, pain, happiness, fun, friendships, and its all one big let down but you only get one so I want to live my let downs to the best of my abilities.
bonjour.
you're a victim to the rules you live by.
intro.
madison.
nineteen.
homo.
mars.
single.
$$$ over bitches.
maddy.fresh
missmaddyfresh
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
July 2009
October 2009
January 2010
February 2010
June 2010
nineteen.
homo.
mars.
single.
$$$ over bitches.
speak.
maddy.fresh missmaddyfreshfaves.
music.
past.
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June 2010
outro.
one love.