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Sunday, April 26, 2009
1:36 PM
r e p l a c e d [the best you never had)

The worst pain I've ever experienced. Working so hard towards something with someone and to have somebody give that away is worse then any pain physically inflicted, in my eyes. It doesn't matter what you do or say, that sting is always consuming you from the back of your mind. Questions about why things happened sneak into your thoughts. Was it my fault? What did I do wrong? Dear God, please let this one be different. I'm tired of people coming into my life thinking they can take take take take take and then leave once they've got what they came for. I have nothing left to give and its high time I get something back in return. I'm not a selfish person, I take joy from giving but you took everything I had. Goodluck getting even a smile now. I'm through with it and you. You're nothing but a sponge to me and I'm done giving to you. You showed me your true colors and they're just ugly shades of manipulation, anger, selfishness, and hate. We'll see who gets the last laugh this time. I'll be everything you wish you ever had and I'll be the best you never had. Watch and see.