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Wednesday, July 22, 2009
4:36 PM
crying shame;

After all this time you would have thought I would have learned my lesson with her. But, Madison being Madison I just had to give her the benefit of the doubt. I was right to assume we couldn't be friends. She's too busy trying to play superman for somebody who doesn't need saving. What a pity but I'm not playing superwoman for her because she used to be my kryptonite. I'll just take this as another harsh lesson learned. I decided I need no one but my damn self and as mean and antisocial as that may seem, its true. Human beings, as a whole, are full of shit. People tell you exactly what you want to hear to reap things they want from you, regardless of how you think or feel about the end product. Everyone in the world, in short, is a sales person. Trying to auction off themselves as people they never were and never will be. The general population may hold about %.01 real, genuine people left after all the lies are removed. Lately, I've been feeling so discouraged by people in general that its ridiculous. I swear sometimes I wish I could be a robot and remove all traces of feelings from myself. People take your feelings and run with them. Maybe I missed the class in school where they taught you to manipulate somebody's feelings and use them against that person but some people are pros at that shit. We're a generation taught to hate ourselves and anybody else who supports change. It becomes a real pity when you can't even trust at all. Its like people eat, shit, breath, and live ignorance. I'll be buying my first class ticket to any other planet if they find one that can sustain life just so I can escape the madness. You down to ride?