I always promised myself that I'd be honest with myself at all times, regardless of the consequences, but at this point I don't even know what to tell me. Recently, I had the pleasure of a certain someone walking into my life, connecting with me on multiple levels, then walking right back out. It's caught me totally off guard and I'm not sure exactly how to react. I'm not the weak, crying type but I've shed tears behind this certain person on a few occasions, making me even more confused wondering why and how I could possibly care this much. Continuing my promised honesty with myself, I feel so stupid on so many different levels because I allowed myself to get wrapped up into something I knew wasn't going to end in my favor. Family and friends keep trying to reassure me that it's not stupidity that's got me in this position, but that it's a matter of the heart wanting what the heart wants. Question is, do I go about obtaining it or just write it off as bad timing? Decisions, decisions. Give a whole new meaning to being between a rock and a hard place.
bonjour.
you're a victim to the rules you live by.
intro.
madison.
nineteen.
homo.
mars.
single.
$$$ over bitches.
maddy.fresh
missmaddyfresh
January 2009
February 2009
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April 2009
May 2009
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October 2009
January 2010
February 2010
June 2010
nineteen.
homo.
mars.
single.
$$$ over bitches.
speak.
maddy.fresh missmaddyfreshfaves.
music.
past.
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outro.
one love.